There is so many days that I wish that I lived on a grass hill somewhere with acres of fields around me and no houses close by. I wish I had a home that had a wrap around porch so me and my Austin and our babies could sit out and drink our lemonade with the breeze blowing on us and hear nothing but the sound of our babies giggling. I often find myself daydreaming of this....
I am so sick of living a life of running around like a crazy. I am so busy with life and trying to get my to do list accomplished and keep everyone happy at work that I feel like life is passing me right up. I go from one week to the next and think....where did that week just go, TIME FLIES! And I don't like it. I feel like the one person I want to spend my WHOLE day with, is the one person I see the least in my day. I miss Austin!
I LONG for a simpler life!!!
Why are we all so afraid to be idle. We fill up our days from morning to night and never sit down to just enjoy being alive and well. My goal when this baby decides to grace us with its presence is to calm down and not over work myself. I want to have days where I do nothing but hold my baby and watch it grow. There is moments that you don't ever get to redo...so my promise to you my sweet baby, is to always enjoy you and not take a single second for granted!!!!!